Heirloom Short films

Film just hits different.. Lets catch that little smily, the way they squeeze your hand, the way they sit on your lap and smile. and snuggle in, 

who creates in a way that i respect and whant to emulate and why oh man i just clicked a backspace and i have to put whatever comes int omy head aom i just hit backspace again. I absolutely love spphie lea and her creation  il love the textures the light the emotion the movement the realness and rawness/ kkkkkkk i love her becuase she is authenice/ kkkkkkkk i love th e nature in it  that the kkkkkktextures and the kkkkkk outfits look so nice.kkkkkkkkk the emotion is the ting that i love the most there is connection and autheniticity ain her photos,kkk she also makes peiople look so polished and lovely kkkk they look rich as well and thats also what i want for my cleinents to feel special and also rich kk like how the risch people are tearted special thats what i want for my clients kkkkkkkkk the top of a mountain and the beautiful dlowing dresses  kkkk the wind in her hair and the softness in teir facekkkk expecting a baby any day and the magic of motherhood their little hands pulling at your skirt aor the kisses and also making someione look so darm amazing the mums i mean kkkk she seems to do it so effortlessly as wlel and everyone looks so goodkk it feels professional  and special kkkk i want to make people feel special and show them how specaial they are being a mother raising her babies and doinga darm good job of it struggling aginst all the shit that you have to the nmental load and the resof it its honestljust k

do i need a family photographer
why do i need a family photographer its to dociment your families journey through life just to see what theya re doing wmaking their likttle features stand out and see how your family is growing make it beautiful show you that you are doing a good jois b raising those little human beings ha you grew in your belly and raised with your blood sweat and tears get a photo on your beuaituful when ua and tie in the connectin ebetween the land you are raising ythem in and your beautiful family and make them shine and look back on and remember with rears coming out of your eyes and a lump in your throat feeling this overwhelmis sensce of grawtutude thinking wor im sor damn glad that i got these photos done without them i wouldnt have these memories waiting for me to remember them, ai get to come into the photos as well i can see what it lookks like hwen i interact with them when i am with them how they see me and how they will remember me with them. its as also fun dressing up and sharing the experience with my family i love feeliliing kile its an experience, its sfun and my kids are excited and interested and love being there its documeing how im am with them how much i love them and how much i was a part of their lives .proving to myself that im a good mum that im doing a frekaing awesome mob and that i am beauitiful and i have a beautiful family and that i am doing this thing called life really freaking well i think its awesome to have them as a game and playing with them the joiy on their little faces and the m paying and me holding hands with my hubby and looking at him in the eyes and we share a thought of god samn it we makde those littel people and now we get to watch them play and feel the joyj just bubble u p in my chest and its so big that it starts coming out my eyes and then th my daughter assks mum why are you crying and i jsay i just freking love you so much and she smiles ant me says nothing but rruns off and keeps playing with a look over her shoulder saying love you too mum but they never say it at the start do they its not till hthye are older when they realise they have sto say i love tou but when they are little they do it with their actions their kilittle kisses their hands on your face their little giggles 

A letter to my girls about being a mother
You will understand one day. the way you grew in y b elly the way you kicked my from the inside
the connection started tehn. my love for you was fierce
then we moved through the splitting apart ebecoming two instead of being one and together. and so started the first part of being apart. we wer speerate you and i for the first time 
 i held you close though
you drank from me i sustained you from all of me still
 i held you close
 i couldnt get enough of you the love just poured out sometimes i would cry because it was just so much 
your little everything it was so perfect
 i delighted in every milestone in every movement in every new skill you got 
its a your win was my win i was your biggest fan
ill protect you little one 
 ill always be there for you 
 my greatest love 
 always forever
 as you grew i realised that we grow apart. its a sencse of growing up is growing apart. its normal. its healthy. but im not ready. i dont think ill ever be ready for how fast it gores
 wehen you become a mother you loose payour old self and become a new self 
its beautiful its pwerrful its magnificanet it sformidable irs fierce 
lin the slow splitting lets capture the closeness together. forever. my saughters ill always have your back. even when youas you fly the nest even as you soar. ill be the one running beneath you as  soft place to land ill be with you forever and always my little one even as you push aaway , im your safe place to stay. 
even as you learn and grow and struggle through it all , ill be your safe place to stay, ill guide you as best i can

ill tell you about the photos that i get for myself . why i get them done every year. why i will never miss getting me captured with muy girls. enon negiotialble hubby can come too if he wants but its non negotiable for me to capture me with my firls,
i want to see these photos and know im doing a good jon that im raising two firls that love me and konw how much i love them. i want them to see that i loved being with them cuddling them ,loving them i that i loved every single part of their little bodies and souls and th i wanted to show myself that i was doing an absoutley amazing job of raising the,, that all the mental load and the shit that  i go through on a ssaily basis is worth it because i have these two little diamosids that i get to call my own that i get to be with for the next 15 years and that adore me because i am their mum
so ill get dressed up in  apretty dress, and play with them on a mountain top and have it captured for me. so i can see that im doing a darn good job. and its all so freaking totally worth it. it woudl do it 100 times over just to see them smile and know that i love them beyond anyting in this space and time.